I received a call from my niece yesterday. Do I have one? Why am I asking this question? Becasue I've forgotten that I've one..We have lost contact for sometimes, to me it has been ages since we were friends. We were friends once and as years gone by, we did our own life. So goes the so call a friend in need in a friend indeed. We did'nt anymore share the laughters we used to, we missed out on every thing that had happened in our lives. More or less , we have forgotten that we still exist in our hearts.
But the call yesterday brought back all our memories together. We tried to keep track off all the things that we had missed. Ya Allah, how much we had lost in time. This is year 2011, and we both have aged so much. I can see wrinkles over my face where there used to be none sometimes back. My body started to ache as the years keep creeping up and adding numbers to my life.
I planned a homecoming party for my niece. At first I was a bit skeptical.I am right in my decision? Ada orang kata tak payahlah susah payah melayan orang yang selama ini tak pernah muncul di kala kita memerlukan. Masa susah kita dulu siapa yang peduli. Susah senang kami sekeluarga saja yang melaluinya. Saudara mara haram tak pernah ambil tahu. Memang, kalau diikutkan hati, malas nak melayan.
Tapi kita sebagai hamba Allah ini kenalah beringat bahawa jika ada tetamu datang ke rumah kita, maka itulah rezeki dari Allah. Datangnya tetamu itu nanti akan membuka pintu rezeki Allah jika kita ikhlas melayannya. I hope my heart will open to anybody's love regardless of old or newcomer in my life. I want to live my life the fullest, as long as I feel happy I am free to acknowledge anyone. May Allah be at my side... amin. See ya, my girls and boys.. gotta go now.
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