Alhamdulillah, here I am again, trying drag myself up and write. For the past months, I've been quite busy organising and structuring something that have been the dream of my life. Just a little business, oh well a little shop to be more appropriate. My girls and me worked really hard to give this shop a life. To this day, the progress is quite slow literally speaking, the sale is  not to our expectation. But, may Allah bless us with lots of patience to go on. Later, I'll upload some photos our little shop, bye for now.

Puasa. raya dan selepasnya..

It's been a long time since a posted my entry here. God knows how hectic my life is. With the Ramadhan recently has passed and the Hari Raya Aidilfitri also gone with such busy and has taken their tolls on me, now I was left with all their vivids memories of them um,um, my oh my..Oh well, the fasting month was a bit hard for me. My health problems hasn't seemed to improve at all. So, as you know, I've to put off fasting and opt for my health first. I hope Allah will give me a healthier body the next time around. Or will I be given the opportunity to meet with another Ramadhan again? Hopefully, Allah will hear my prayer. Well enough of that, here's some photos of us cellebrating the Eid Mubarak, enjoy.

My hubby and me on Hari Raya.

The hereos and me

 

An Evening at Telok Chempedak


Last week my kids and I spent an evening at our popular beach, Telok Chempedak (TC). Though it is a very familiar place for us to hang out, but still it can brings happiness once we set our foot there. Esp. during weekends, ramailah bakat-bakat terpendam dan jalanan berada kat situ. Let' s see my kids ...

Daniel with the Robot Man

Ha, this one is who I called The Robot Man. Ingatkan tak boleh bergerak, rupanya siap boleh hisap rokok lagi. Bukan robot contoh lah ni, robot cari makan je.

Adam dah letih..

Sampai ke malam kami kat TC, sebab tunggu kereta dibaiki. Macam-macam lagilah kami tengok.

Gaya vouge Baby

Handsomenya anak teruna 2 ni..

Baby pun minat Abang Robot ni.

Adam di bawah sang rembulan..

Daniel sempat makan burger lagi tu..Tengok Baby kat belakang..

They go both my hereos.

My dear princess, Baby, look at someone nearby...daniel..

Another 3kgs?

My knees started to ache nowadays. What was wrong with me? Is it due to old age, manopausal or whatever? Hai, tak boleh jadi ni, kena timbang berat badan nih. Apabila ditmbang, terkejut sangat rupanya berat badan dah naik 3 kg.. 3 kgs in just two months? The last time I weighted myself it was not like this. Makan sedap ke selama ni? Bersenam pun dah jarang-jarang, maklumlah dah 'ancient' jadi malas pulak. Ni tak boleh jadi ni. Orang lain senang-senang je jaga makan, kita bukan main susah lagi. Kalau nak naik badan tu bukan main senang pulak. Macam kucing kat rumah ni, dulu masa baru-baru daftar jadi ahli langsing je body nya. Hari-hari minta makan dengan aku dan anak-anak, sekarang dah gedempol. Dah lah gedempol, mengada pulak tu. Tidur mesti atas-atas je. Tak mainlah bawah-bawah katil, mesti atas kerusi komputer, atas tilam dan sofa tempat dia. Memang nyampah tengok tapi nak buat macam mna, peminat dia ramai kat rumah ni. Termasuk lah orang tua yang sorang tu (suami). Kalau disebut nak buang kucing, siaplah kita dibebelnya. Dikatakan nanti mahal rezekilah, rosak keretalah, kalau kucing nan seekor itu dibuang, kononnya. Huh, kau tak nampak pun yang kucing tu begitu berdaulat sekali hingga boleh merosakkah kereta pulak. Mahal rezeki tu tak pastilah, sebab rezeki datang dari Allah. Mungkin kalau kita selalu bersedekah ke kucing tu rezeki kita murah, betul lah tu. Setiap yang bernyawa di bumi ini memang ada rezekinya disediakan, tinggal lagi kita kena usaha saja untuk mendapatkannya. Tapi kucing ni bukan pandai usaha cara lain, masuk rumah orang minta-minta dan lama-lama tu jadi penghuni tetap. Ye lah, kesian juga binatang tak bertuan. Kalau bertuan tu, zalimnya tuan dia hingga membiarkan binatang peliharaan berkeliaran ke rumah jiran. Kalau tak sanggup bela dulu jangan dibela dari awal ye.. Dah bela tu, belalah terus sampai mampus.. itulah ayat suami saya bila saya kata kucing ni menyusahkan saja.  Hehe, orang lelaki ada komen tak tentang ni? Anak-anak saya mesti berasap telinga dengan ayat power dia ... bye..

Maharaja Lawak & AF9

Semalam dah berlangsung final episode  maharaja lawak tahun ni. Dan semua orang dah tau yang Sepah dah menang. Kayalah bebudak tu ye. Saya tumpang gembira juga sebab tiap-tiap minggu ada tengok slot ni. Memang kelakar betul dia orang berlawak. Selamba betul. Sekarang ni buat bodoh pun dapat duit ye.. apalagi buat pandai. Dulu-dulu zaman saya kecik2 ari tu, kalau kita asyik melawak je, mesti orang tua cakap jangan buat bodo lah.. Bukan dapat makan pun kalau asyik melawok tak kira tempat. Tapi sekarang dah lain, pelawak diasah dan diajar cara-cara melawak yang betul dan ada pula etika yang perlu diperhalusi. Bukan lawak tak beretikalah, dalam erti kata lain. Mereka diberikan platform yang bagus untuk pamerkan lawak mereka. Astrolah selalunya buat benda gini. Bagus jugalah, tak adalah dia orang melawak kat tepi2 longkang, ganggu anak dara orang lalu lalang. Ye lah kebanyakan mereka bukan dari latarbelakang yang baik dari segi pembelajaran. Tapi mereka ni telah membuktikan bahawa pelajaran tinggi saja belum tentu boleh menjadi bintang dan dapat mengubah kehidupan. Bakat mereka tidak disia-siakan begitu saja. Bakat2 begini jika diketengahkan dengan cara betul boleh menjamin masa depan mereka dan keluarga mereka nanti. Bagi anak-anak yang masih belajar tu, habiskan belajar dulu. Walaupun ada minat ke arah itu, tangguhkan sehingga habis belajar. Berbakat dan berilmu itu adalah lebih baik dari berbakat saja. Kolobrasi bakat dan ilmu itu nanti akan menjadikan anda orang yang lebih baik dari yang berbakat saja. Kita tengoklah dulu arwah Sudirman, beliau bukan saja berbakat tapi berilmu. Sebab itulah berjaya ke tahap orang lain tak mampu buat. Apakan daya, umur hanya setakat itu dipinjamkan Allah, kalau tidak dia pun dah jadi Pengetua AF!.

AF pun dah habis, dah tak akan ada lagi. Maka tak payahlah anak-anak muda sibuk nak berangan jadi pelajar akademi fantasia tu. Fantasi? Namapun fantasi kan? Agaknya, ramailah bekas2 pelajar tu berfantasi lagi sampai sekarang kan? Mengharap diri akan menjadi yang terbaik wok, tapi sampai sekarang makan asap. Kesian mereka tu. Masa belajar buang2 masa nak jadi penyanyi, last2 berfantasi ajelah.. Wow, jangan aku dimarah pulak oleh pihak yang minat sangat dengan AF ni. Tak apelah, pada yang masih belajar tu, tak payahlah jadi penyanyi... Banyak kerja lain boleh buat kita banyak duit. Tak glamer tak apa, duit mesti banyak wok.. banyak duit semua boleh jadi. Ok fikirkanlah ye anak-anak ku,

Wow! This is a bargain! #MarieFranceBodyline is giving out tummy reduction therapy for RM68. Damn cheap, can?

Wow! This is a bargain! #MarieFranceBodyline is giving out tummy reduction therapy for RM68. Damn cheap, can?

Andrographis paniculata, King Of Bitter

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Ever heard of King of Bitter? In Malaysia it is called Hempedu Bumi due to its bitter taste. Despite of its name it has gained reputation because of its medicinal properties. Dah tua-tua ni memang suka kalau jumpa web yang berkaitan dengan perubatan lebih-lebih lagi yang menggunakan herba begini. It is known to treat several diseases including diabetes. As I am too is a diabetic, I've tried this herb and true as it is claimed, this herb do wonders to my blood sugar level. I've maintained good diabetic control for the past year due to the consumption of this king.. King of Bitter. Although bitter in taste but can sweetened my life.. Yes, here I am still alive and kicking despite my diabetes. Let's see what this can give us all.

Dr. Nada @ Nile Herbs: Andrographis paniculata, King Of Bitter

Habbatus Sauda : Black Seed : Nigella Sativa

Habbatus Sauda : Black Seed : Nigella Sativa

It's back to school again!. Woke up this morning to the sound of the alarm from my handphone, I fumbled and stumbled out of bed. Today is the day. To day is a hectic one and I have to accept it. It's back to school, the kids and me are getting busy again. At my age, there are supplements to take and a healthy diet to adhere to. There will be lots of planning from the lunch and dinner menus to what things come first and what do come last. Well, it's better late than never, so I started to exercise.

And, while surfing the web, I come across this web which potrays an herb call Nigella sativa. Its name reminds me of that beautiful chef, Nigella at the AFC channel!. Sounds nice! But to my astonishment, its has lot of healing properties. So, let look at it and share the experinece.

The SALE!
It's been a few days I last posted my entry. What a hectic school holidays. The boys and girls are usually on my computer and they stayed for a few hours! So, there goes my mood to write, down the drain. But for a change, I had a chance of going window shopping a few days back.
It's the sale again in town now!. Every shopping complex got the big sale. From the regular sale to the Wholesaler sale.
Ramainya manusia kat shopping kompleks. Berpusus-pusu, entah apa dicarinya pun tak tahulah. Kebelakangan ni hari-hari panas bukan main. Agaknya mereka lebih selesa duduk di shopping kompleks sebab aircond, sejuklah sikit. Bawa anak-anak dah tak kira umur, mentang-mentanglah cuti sekolah. Kadang-kadang merimaskan juga, maklumlah kita ni dah hari-hari ke situ. Tempat-tempat tu jadi tempat beli sayur dan lauk je, ni orang ramai-ramai ni jadikan tempat pelancongan pulak.. Ok, enough of that. Mungkin they all want to make full use of this school holidays, a chance of a lifetime.

My grandson

 He's so cute, and I fell in love with him for the first sight! He's my grandson, the first child of my first daughter, Dalilia. Cucu ni special sikit sebab dia cucu sulung dari anak sulung saya. Bila besar nanti tentu handsome orangnya, Harith Hayder ni. Dia tak banyak kerenah, cuma nangis bila nak susu dan tak selesa je. Sebab dia tau agaknya Ibu dia sibuk kerja dan sekolah. Ibunya sekolah sampai ke tua, maklumlah cikgu. Kesian tengok dia, kena tinggal kat rumah pengasuh. Nak jaga dia, rumah dia jauh sikit dari sini. Nak buat macam mana, ada masa cuti-cuti sekolah ni bolehlah main dengan dia .

A Town named Simpang Renggam, Johor.

It was a big opportunity to for me to know this small town in Johor. For the past few months my husband got a job with a company in this small town. So, as usual, I used this opportunity to visit and to get to know this place. It is a small town yet self-sufficient in its nature. There's everything from supermarkets to karaoke, though quite small in size. Last school break, I took my two handsome boys and my sweet girl, Baby to Spg. Renggam. We explored a little at a time during those days there. We went to the supermarket, walked along the shops' corridors admiring the simpleness of the streets. Though a bit laid back from my home town Kuantan, but not lacking in the sense of the activities of the settlers. The town bustles with live both during the day and night. There are numerous small and medium scale factories producing several products of the state. The growth of its commercial sides are very much progressing.

Minum cendul di spg renggam.

Posing di malam hari.

Jumpa kucing comel.

Adam n Niel.

 

My girl.

Well, enough of the introductory part, let's see pictures of us there, enjoy. we managed to get pictures during the night 'cos my hubby was free only at night.

Anak Burung Walit ke ni?


Jalan-jalan lagi dengan hubby malam ni. Kat rumah panas sangat. Bebudak ni pulak asyik membising aje kerjanya. Lepas keluar dari sebuah farmasi untuk beli ubat, nampak suami terkial-kial dekat kereta. Apa benda dibuatnya.tu? Oh, rupa-rupanya anak burung!! Burung walit ke ni?.  Sebab sekarang orang kat bandar ni telah tukar kedai jadi rumah burung. Mesti anak burung ni tertinggal dek ibunya. Pity the small creature, being left behind and hopeless like this made me sad. To think about it these birds (swallows) are more fortunate than some of us human beings. They are being cared for 'cos they can create business and money to us. Not like us humans, once we chose the wrong way, we are very much unwanted by the public. Nowadays, shops turned to birds' nests just for the matter of raising the birds for their nests. The nests is then processed and turned into a refreshing bird's nest drinks which claimed to cure certain illnesses.

Contrary to us humans, bila dah makan dadah tu merayau merata tepi jalan. Orang dah tak pandang, aplagi nak sediakan rumah. Ya lah, kalau dah begitu tak ada gunanya lagi kepada masyarakat. Masyarakat tak boleh buat duit dengan penagih ni, bukan macam burung walit tu. Hai, bertuahnya kau burung. Tapi kita semua kena lah ambil iktibar dari perkara ni. Jadilah orang yang berguna dan boleh dimanafaatkan oleh keluarga, bangsa dan negara. Usah menjadi sampah masyarakat, hidup tak dilayan, mati belum lagi.

Anak burung walit ke?

Kesian dia..

Kepada anak-anak dan muda-mudi sekelian, ingatlah negara ini warisan nenek moyang kita, pertahankanlah. Jadilah belia tiang negara, penyumbang masa depan yang teguh prinsip dan imannya. Anak burung patah sayapnya tapi masih ada orang yang membela, jika negara kita ini dipenuhi oleh remaja yang patah semangatnya, musnahlah bangsa depan kita.

My children

They are boys, and they always will be.. My boys (Adam and Iman, my sons, Daniel, my grandson, Baby, Wani and Atie, my girls). The boys are always quarelling, fighting and shouting at each other. Oh my, budak-budak, sampai bila nak jadi ok pun tak tau lah. Dah puas nasihat dan motivasi, tapi basi jugak jadinya. Yang perempuan bila dah besar sikit mulalah nak keluar memanjang. Kalau tak pergi dengan kita, sibuklah dengan kawan-kawan dia. Nak dilarang sangat nanti dikata kita strict tak bertempat, nak dilepaskan takut segala amalan entah ke mana.

Adam yang handsome!!

Main dalam rumah

Comelnya Iman.

Adam & Niel.

Handsome la Abang Niel!

Wow, that's my girl!

Iman trying his hands on some gadgets, i guess.

The little rascals.

The fantastic duo, my girls.

Another pose from my supermodel.

Adam the handsome boy, again.

As not to make matter worst, my hubby and me took them to the playground in one of our shopping complexes. The played to their hearts content before being transported home. Oh my god, what a day.

Tibicos.org | Water Kefir Grains

Cendawan apa ni?

Ada kawan anak saya bagi cendawan ni. Dia kata mujarab untuk buat ubat macam-cama penyakit  So I follow the intructions and made a jar of the mushrooms. It tasted sour and just like air tapai gitu. Dah lama juga minum, entahlah belum nampak sangatapa-apa perubahan, Kena lama lagi minum agaknya tu. Anyway, i searched the web and i found this web. Let's share and try it.
http://tibicos.org | Water Kefir Grains

Its Sunday again


How nice to wake up this Sunday morning. As you all know, it's the beginning of the school holidays. So there's no need to rush anyway. I woke up to the sound of commotion that the boys made.. Maklumlah ia orang dah biasa bangun pagi untuk ke sekolah, tak sekolah pun bangun awal jugalah. Jangan harap nak berlama-lama di katil lagi. Hisy, budak-budak ni memang suka memekak. Tengok kira kanan, baru aku sedar rupa-rupanya dah pukul 9.00 pagi. Masyaallah, terlepas Subuh aku ni. Macam biasa lah, pergi bilik air bersihkan badan sebelum menuju ke meja makan. Breakfast pun tak ready lagi. Hai, Ati ni pun terbabas jugak! She's my girl, my best friend, apa-apa yang dimasaknya, aku telan aje. Jengok ke bilik the other girls, Wani dan Baby, lagi teruk.. tak nampak muke die orang pun. Masih berselimut, mana nak nampak muka. Anak-anak dara zaman sekarang ni, tidor meninggi hari rupanya.  Ada ke lelaki yang nak pinang kalau mereka ni hidup di zaman dulukala ya.

Well, that's life, we have to face it. So whatever you do today, stay focus, be consistent don't give, see ya tomorrow..bye.

Fruit juices is also good alernatives to fresh fruits. But if you have diabetes, be careful of sweetened ones.

I'd like to continue my last post about good nutrition. My girls and I shopped for groceries today. Kan dah cuti sekolah, so dia orang mesti nak ikut punya lah.My choice is the fresh fruits and vegetables. Just look at their colours, they are so amazing. No wonder they contribute so much to our health benefit. Some fruits and vegetables can hinder and treat diabetes, blood pressure and coronary disease. They are several tips in treating diabetes:-

1. Add biter gourd in your diet. Cook them like any other vegetables, or make bitter gourd your salad of the day.

2.  Take king of bitter capsules (a.k.a hempedu bumi in Malays) to control your blood sugar.

3. Eat small, regular meals instead of eating like a monster..

4. Exercise regularly, cos exercise will make our organs functions at their best.

Kalau boleh, makan buah-buahan sepokok cam ni, barulah bagus. Tanam sendiri buah-buah dan sayuran.

5. Instead of using sugar in your diet, beralih lah ke stevia. Stevia dibuat dari daun pokok stevia yang manis rasanya sama seperti gula. Dia tanpa kalori dan tidak mendatangkan mudharat kepada kesihatan kerana diproses dari bahan semulajadi.

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Malam Sabtu ni memang aku tunggu-tunggu. Ada satu rancangan kat Astro Warna tu, Maharaja Lawak! Semua budak-budak dah keluar bersiar-siar dengan kakak-kakak dia orang. Tinggallah aku ni berdua aje dengan suami. He is a fan of this show too. So we watched the Maharaja Lawak la. Gelak-gelak sampai sakit perut. Yang aku suka sekali tengok juri-juri this season. Mereka semua bagus-bagus belaka. Mamat Khalid terutamanya. He's my fav... kelakarlah Bang Mat. selalu gagap-gagap.Si Apek plak funky and funny. Ahamd Idham, soft spoken and very deliberate in making comments. After all, we enjoyed the show very much, thanks to all the contestants, they brought laughter to our life.

Ya lah, dah berumur gini nak keluar berdating macam orang muda tu tak terdaya jugak.  Lagipun nak ke mana sampai malam-malam berembun macam muda-muda dulu. Duduk rumah makan, minum, tengok tv dan beramal ibadat serta ada entertainment sikit-sikit cukuplah.  As for me, if I am not doing my housework, I'll spend most of my time writing my blog's posts. This is my love and passion these days. To be able to keep in touch with my soul and  to voice out my thoughts.

Here are some tips as to take care of ourselves in our middle age. Have lots of rest, both physically and mentally. Sleep well, take supplement, and have a diet mostly of vegetables and fruits. Wow, do I practice what I preached? I don't quite follow the rules exactly. Kekadang tu terbabas juga. Makan ikut sedap rasa dan ikut apa yang anak-anak makan. Apalagi, badan naik semacam, susah pulak nak aerobic. Tapi kadang-kadang tu I do pilates and hip hop dance. Ikut cd je, malulah nak join gym. Perut boyot, punggung macam nyiru, nak tergelek-gelek sama budak-budak..Aku ada simpan lagi cd exercise Jane Fonda. Ramai lagi cd fitness celelbrities yang ada dalam simpanan. Ada Denise Austin, yang becok mulutnya bila bererobik. Kathy Smith, yang tinggin lampai dan menawan. Rosemary Conley, yang dah berumur tapi body maintain. Maka sambil exercise tu, beranganlah aku yang satu hari nanti body aku pun boleh jadi macam gitu.. Samapi sekarang tetap macam dulu, anak badak pun kalau tengok, ingat tu mak dia.. Sedih juga kalau macam ni. Umur makin lama makin meningkat, kalau dah gedempol penyakit  pun berlari-lari datang nak tumpang kat badan kita. Awas, jangan nanti terkena penyakit kronik yang kita sendiri tau apa ke bendenya tu. Takut, takut nya. Tapi ni dah lapar pulak, ok nak cari bahan kudapan jap. Nak ransack peti tengok ape ade. Bye ye, makanlah sebelum kita dah tak mampu nak makan lagi, tapi ingat bismillah dulu.

Pedooh Baby. Ni bleh ni. Awk nipu mak ye.. Buat lah lgi, jgn nak brenti2. Tulis ape bende nak, jangan takut plak. x de sape nak marah. Dafterlah nuffnang tu boleh la. 13 thn umur yg dia nk. Jgn jd tepok plak..

Try amazon, if you want to be different.

While browsing the internet, I came across this site. A well known site that sells almost everything. They sell almost everything a living creature love to buy. For me, it is very much fun just browse and enjoy.. try it..

School Holiday is Around The Corner

Hi everyone,


Since school holiday is around the corner, my heart can rest a little bit. No worries about getting up late and the boys have to hurry to school. No more checking on their duty roaster every minutes just to make sure they do their work. Especially my girl (Baby), I think she has longed for a little break. School nowadys is so pressuring,  sometimes can make you crumble under the pressure. Homework, tuition and so on. 


I still remember those days when I was a schoolgirl. :Life was so much simpler. Waking up to the calls of the crows, taking bath with the icy cold water and the aroma of my mum's cooking, filled the fresh morning air. Later, my friends and I would walk to school chatting happily together. But now, I seldom see pupils walking with smiles on thei faces. The either go to school by bus, car, bikes and other transportation. How I miss those things. 


Back to school holidays, sape-sape ada idea nak ke mana cuti ni.? Rasa-rasa kalau ada rezeki nak bawa my boys and girls ni melancong dari utara ke selatan! Macamlah banyak sangat duit aku ni ye! Mudah-mudahan ada kelebihan rezeki diberi Allah.  Banyak tempat-tempat menarik untuk dilawati di sebelah Utara. Teringin nak ke Langkawi, dah tua segini pun belum pernah jejak kaki ke pulau bersejarah tu. Malu betul.  Lepas tu bolehlah terus ke rumah Ira. Ira is my second daughter, jauh terpisah ke utara. Tapi kan lebih baik bercuti ke Pulau tioman saja, dekat dengan rumah, tapi seberang laut tu..Oversea jugaklah. Kalau nak ke tanah tinggi bolehlah ke Genting Highlands dan Bukit Fraser. Semuanya dalam negeri Pahang. Syukur kami dari negeri yang sama. Bertuah menjadi rakyat negeri Pahang di bawah payung mahkota DYMM Sultan yang amat dicintai. Daulat Tuanku, semoga dipanjangkan umur dapat hamba ini hidup aman di tanah Pahang di bawah naunganmu. 


Melalut lagi, kau memang selalu gini lah. Semangat patriotik yang amat tebal tertanam di jiwa. Since I was born, I was nurtured with love and to love our country the most. Inilah bumi bertuah warisan bangsa kita. jagailah dia dari dijajah!!! Isy,isy, kalau dah keturunan Dato' Bahaman tu tak boleh nak disorok-sorok patriotiknya yee.. Sudah-sudahlah, dulu tak nak menurun ilmu pahlawan, sekarang cakap aje tak guna wei...Sabor aje le, tapi memang aku ni keturunan itu, apa nak buat....


Well, well wake up woman, let's get back on track. I wish all mothers in Malaysia a happy celebration since the school holiday is coming... Forget for a while the turmoil of schooldays. Relax and take care of  yourselves.  I know we forget to take care of ourselves when there is so much to do. Rest our mind and soul. Keep in touch with our inner feelings and be kind to ourselves. Lastly, let's hope this upcoming holiday will bring us happiness and joy to ourselves. God bless, girls and boys, mum gotta go for now.

Tetamu Sebagai Pembawa Rezeki...

I received a call from my niece yesterday. Do I have one? Why am I asking this question? Becasue I've forgotten that I've one..We have lost contact for sometimes, to me it has been ages since we were friends. We were friends once and as years gone by, we did our own life. So goes the so call a friend in need in a friend indeed. We did'nt anymore share the laughters we used to, we missed out on every thing that had happened in our lives. More or less , we have forgotten that we still exist in our hearts.

But the call yesterday brought back all our memories together. We tried to keep track off all the things that we had missed. Ya Allah, how much we had lost in time. This is year 2011, and we both have aged so much. I can see wrinkles over my face where there used to be none sometimes back. My body started to ache as the years keep creeping up and adding numbers to my life.

I planned a homecoming party for my niece. At first I was a bit skeptical.I am right in my decision? Ada orang kata tak payahlah susah payah melayan orang yang selama ini tak pernah muncul di kala kita memerlukan. Masa susah kita dulu siapa yang peduli. Susah senang kami sekeluarga saja yang melaluinya. Saudara mara haram tak pernah ambil tahu. Memang, kalau diikutkan hati, malas nak melayan.

Tapi kita sebagai hamba Allah ini kenalah beringat bahawa jika ada tetamu datang ke rumah kita, maka itulah rezeki dari Allah. Datangnya tetamu itu nanti akan membuka pintu rezeki Allah jika kita ikhlas melayannya. I hope my heart will open to anybody's love regardless of old or newcomer in my life. I want to live my life the fullest, as long as I feel happy I am free to acknowledge anyone. May Allah be at my side... amin. See ya, my girls and boys.. gotta go now.

Panas, panas bagi air... air..

It's extremely hot these days. As to why, I don't know. Maklumkan kita ni bukan pakar kajicuaca nak meramal apa ke kenanya jadi macam ni sekarang. Siang panas malam pun apa lagi. Macam nak pergi shopping kompleks dan tidur sampai malam kat situ. Tapi apa hal dengan anak-anak dan yang lain-lain? As if to add salt to wound, these past 2 days there is no water supply in our area. Wow, dah lah panas tak berair pulak. Menggelepar saya dan anak-anak menadah air yang keluar dari paip. Kadang-kadang tu macam ekor tikus je airnya. So, there goes our unwashed clothes and dishes.

Last night my hubby and I went out to our fav mamak restaurant! Omg! there were lots of people waiting to be entertained. Rebut-rebut meja nak duduk dan melepaskan kelaparan sebab dah tak masak seharian. Mana nak masak, air tak ada. Berbondong-bondonglah mereka ke kedai mamak nak tumpang makan. Isyy, kalaulah aku kaya malam tu, mau ke hotel sebelah tu duduk rehat dan santai-santai adalam air cond sambil makan-makan. Unlucky me, so I just have to be with these type of malaysian life. The 1 Malaysia concept is fully implemented here. Regardless of race and religion, we share out food together. What originally was an Indian cuisine becomes the meal of all races in Malaysia! Tabik to Dato' Najib, dia nampak apa yang benar-benar realiti dalam kehidupan kita sebagai rakyat Malaysia.

Melarat-larat pulak aku ye. Dah cakap fasal politik pulak dah ni. Bila cakap fasal politik, terkenang kepada the one and only Dr Mahathir yang baru-baru ni kurang sihat. Kesian dia, setelah berjasa dan sekarang bersara, sakit-sakit juga. Semoga Allah memberkati beliau dan diberi limpah kurnia kesihatan yang baik dan umur yang panjang. Jasamu terlalu banyak untuk dikenang. Terkenang sampai bila-bila...Engkaulah perwira negara dan tiada tolok bandingnya. Walau bagaimanapun, kita sebagai rakyat Malaysia sentiasalah beringat, lebih-lebih lagi orang Melayu. Jangan pula "Melayu mudah lupa" itu jadi kenyataan. Bye for now, see ya, boys and girls.

My cats..

I always love cats. Not one day that I can live without them. They are always by my side, anywhere in my home. They come in different colurs and sizes, they come and go. But lately, I was diagnosed of having chronic cough, most probably due to allergies. Allergies run in our family, from both me and my husband. And all our children have them in different ways. The doctors whom I've consulted always remind me not to have cats in the house.. My o my, it's such a bad news both to me and my girls. Having to part with the most loved ones seemed a far from true things to do. And as time time goes by, I've developed a tendency to avoid them. Ye lah, buat-buat benci tapi rindu juga. Nak main-main dan usap-usap, teringat cakap doktor, terus lepaskan si manja. Nyampah betul. Kucing-kucing ni pulak banyak halnya. Rupa cantik, bulu pun boleh tahan. Sampai masa baligh tu, yang jantan pun mulalah smebur perfume merata-merata rumah. Habis rumah berbau perfume dia. Hati pun mula panas. Dahlah bawa alergi, bawa perfume tak berjenama pulak tu. serba salah dibuatnya. Nak buang sayang dan kesian. Nak dibela, menyusahkan. Kita orang Islam ni pentingkan bersih dan suci supaya ibadah kita terpelihara. Ini dia kencing merata-rata, apa nak dikata. Anak-anak pulak satu hal. It runs in the family, so they love cats so much. Kucing kurap pun diangkut balik rumah dan dibuat macam anak sendiri. Hey girls and boys, better watch out, if you want your cats, do you risk losing your beloved one named ME... hehehe.. think about it oaky.. bey for now, your old mum going so stop here. If you don't love what you ee, you better love what you read here.. bye LOL ..

Nasib mu yang malang

Tersentuh hati menatap berita di akhbar pagi ni. Malangnya nasih mu wahai anak-anak yatim. Sudahlah yatim, ditempat bencana alama pula. Namun demikian, Allah itu maha adikl tiada Dia mahu menyusahkan makhluknya di dunia ni. Semuanya merasa seperti apa yang orang yang juga rasa. Bagi anak-anak yang tidak beribu atau ayah ini, yang juga telah Kau ambil kembali, selamatlah kamu di sisiNya. Kamu anak-anak yang tidak berdosa dan putih bersih, selayaknya kamu damai di sana. Tinggallah kami di sini meneruskan hidup,walau berayah beribu sekalipun, jika tiada ilmu dan amal, kami tidak bernasih baik seperti kamu yang pergi dulu.. Renungkanlah wahai anak-anakku semua. Sedekahkan Al Fatihah buat mereka. Amin...

Santai sambil jamu mata.

Saturday is the day for everyone to go out 'cos it's holiday... My doughters and I went out too and we spent most of the time just window shopping. Well, as usual, with not so much to spend, so there's nothing much to buy.. Moreover, prices are rocket high nowadays. Things which can be bought just for a few ringgit some time back, cost the world today.. So, I started thinking, how can we live expensively these days. How the not so fortunates can be at par with those who are so well off. As for me, I think we just have to work and work our ends out just to meet the other ends.. what in the name of God is the phrase. To all my daughters, just dont ever give up, dont stop trying and dont stop living. Whatever happens, we have to live our lives to the fullest. I, your mother will always be at your sides, couching and motivating you all. But do remember, God knows best, in whatever you do, or what action or road you may choose and take, dont forget to ask for his guidance, insyaallah there will be a way... amin. Bye, your mumm has to go for now, see ya... soon, my girls and boys.

Tak pandai-pandai juga

Dah puas baca pun boleh dikatakan masih belum pandai lagi nak buat blog yang menarik. Pening dah kepala ni.

For long I seemed to have lost interest in writing. Whatever are the reasons, well just thinking and thinking untl today. The drive to write is here again. This demands a lot of attention, to be in touch with myself. Berat juga nak mula semula, tapi insyaallah, selagi ada fikiran yang dikurnia Allah, bakat itu akan ku pergunakan sepenuhnya.

Hi all, here I am again...